2025: A Year of Change and Renewal

2025 has been a powerful reminder that change is the only constant in life (thanks, Heraclitus). Despite my best intentions to focus on advancing my career, depression, anxiety, and an overly demanding job had other plans — draining my energy and stealing my focus. On top of that, there was the looming uncertainty of when my employer would finally enforce a return-to-office policy, one that would require me to move to a significantly more expensive state without any increase in pay.

Fast forward to a month ago: everything shifted. I was faced with a decision — accept a severance package and leave, or continue pushing my stress levels to hold onto a job that felt like it was already on borrowed time. Needless to say, I chose the severance. It turned out to be one of the best decisions I’ve ever made, allowing me to walk away from a mountain of stress.

With unemployment on the horizon, I dove into the process of filing for benefits and began applying for new roles. Luckily, one of the local companies I had applied to before the severance reached out for an interview. I’m thrilled to share that this interview quickly led to a new position as a dedicated Solutions Architect.

Now in week three of my new role, I’m absolutely loving it! Things have been relatively calm so far, but I fully expect the pace to pick up — and I’m ready for it. I’m finally working on projects where I can see real progress and play a direct role in shaping outcomes. There’s also a ton of new material to learn, which I’m genuinely excited about. Most importantly, I no longer have to constantly micromanage my time.

On top of all that, I recently renewed my AWS Certified Solutions Architect Associate certification and have started working toward my AWS Certified AI Practitioner credential. While I stay cautious about AI integration and the way GenAI is being handled, I can clearly see its potential. It’s time to dive in and learn everything I can.

2025, New Year, New Plans

It’s been a while. Not something I’m particularly happy about, but life doesn’t always go as planned. Our minds also have an amazing ability to complicate our lives, both intentionally and unintentionally. Over the past couple years, I’ve been working on a lot of self-discovery and self-reflections to better understand myself.

With some much needed therapy, I’ve come to better understand how my mind works. Therapy has helped explain why I keep producing all these plans about what I want to do. I start them all but never finish them. Confirmed it isn’t ADHD, but I’ve had complications in my life that have effected my executive functions. TLDR, I love to start new things and overwhelm myself to the point I’m not capable of focusing on anything. Now that I’m working on myself, it’s time to start rethinking my approaches to my own personal development.

So yeah, I have a lot of projects I’d love to work on. I need to start limiting myself and focus on fewer projects/tasks at a time. Seems obvious, but that’s now how my brain wanted to work all this time. With that, I’m going to focus on one professional and one personal goal.

My current professional goal, finally get an AWS Certified Solutions Architect Professional certificate. Going to focus on fine tuning my skills to be an AWS Solutions Architect.

My current personal goal, learn Godot and finally start making some video games as a hobby.

Additionally, I will document hurdles I come across while working on these tasks. For example, I will document learning how to setup SSH with GitHub. There is no end of online guides, and I always find myself needing to reference several guides. They all seem to miss something important. Dual intention with this, record the steps for my future reference and share them for other in case it helps. This will be a continuing goal, so it will be a long term goal.

With that, time to get started!

Ever Evolving

Something I try my best to embrace and keeping looking towards is to constantly evolve. While have loose ideas about what I want to document, I’ve been constantly changing my mind and making tweaks to this sight.

Well, it’s time to evolve once again. While I have been continuing to try and define myself as a programmer/developer, I’ve been finalizing what elements I want to focus on. Technology is ever expanding, but if I can’t find some amount of focus, I’ll have a much more difficult time finding my place.

On that note, I am planning to focus my attention towards C#, .NET, HTML5/CSS, SQL, and GIT. While quite a nice spread of tech, all of these work hand-in-hand. Not required, but all things I’m already familiar with, but lacking expertise. With this, I plan on updating this blog once again to help track my individual projects.

Just a quick teaser, one of these projects is I’m working on my own Discord bot written in C#. Also mulling the idea of my own site I build from scratch using ASP.NET Core Bazor.

Personal Pitfalls

So my last update mentions I need to work on my CSS. Problem is, I still need to pull my style sheets off the server to start scrubbing through them. This has to be my biggest personal pitfall. Fortunately, I don’t have this problem at work. However, by the time I’m done with work, I can’t say I’m always that eager to jump straight into another project. Typically, I hop on my computer with the intention of being productive, then I open Steam.

The unfortunate part about this is that I really want to work on this. Thinking I need to start setting up blocks of time to just start chipping away at this. Setup my own Agile workflow. Oh crap, another pitfall as I’m typing. Thinking of a new project while still needing to work on my current one. Focus, need to focus.